As I fade out

As I fade out,
There's a lot of things I want to do
Finish unfinished things,
And say somethings to you
Make sure my family's ok and prepared
I might be strong at this time, But deep inside Im scared

Im scared to leave you all,
Scared to leave without preparation
I want to do more things,
Finish my studies and change my nation

I want to be succesful in life,
Have kids, raise them well
I want to be like mike,
Does it ring a bell?

As I fade out,
There's a lot of things I should've done
Play more games
And look back to days I should've won

Change myself for the better
And see my siblings grow up
I want to teach them by example
And make them drink from my cup

I want to improve everything,
From the way I talk to the way I write
Study hard and party harder.
Be a little more cautious I might

Live life by the book
Write a novel I will,
Take a pen, write my thoughts
and finish it hopefully before Im ill

I cant let myself die right now,
That would just break me apart
Dont wanna see my love ones cry
I dont wanna break their heart.

I dont wanna see tears falling
Specifically for me
This is not my dream ending
I could not let this be

As I fade out,
There's somethings that I'll always regret
Things I should've told you
But my mouth just wouldnt let

Maybe Its better left unsaid
That I think would be smarter
I dont want you to be cold as we part
That would be much harder

As I fade out,
I want my parents to know one thing
That Im proud to be their seed
And they always are my everything

As I fade out,
I want you to forget about me
I dont want to be trapped forever
inside a dark and sad memory

Make sure my things are packed
and I want you to burn them black
Make sure everything's cleaned up
because I damn sure will never be back

Goodbye for now, My friends I know
Its hard for me to leave
But I have to let you guys go. :D


Note: Should you guys think Im dying, Think again fucktards. This is just a lame attempt to write a poem. bwaahahahahaha