To hell and back

Storm the front, take all the bullets..
there's no turning back now.
This fight is mine for the taking,
I just don't know how.
Pull back, run for cover..
then move forward again,
for how many times can I try winning..
a battle that I cannot win?
I've come much to far now,
to raise the white flag and surrender.
I've already gone to hell and back,
and repeating that, I consider..
For dying in the process of fighting
is much better than retreat
yes, dying in the process of fighting
is much better than retreat.